As we build our lives and continue through each day that we are here on this earth, we tend to watch others and examine and profile people.
I don't want to be like that God, I want to watch others with compassion and sharing, I want to watch me and my growth and sharing. I don' t know that profiling is the right word to use but I do need to examine myself and spend more time with a checks and balance system of my life.
I often catch myself after I've done something and I need to learn to catch myself before I do or say that something. Let's see that would mean that I need to listen more closely to You and allow myself to work more from my heart than from my head.
Lately I have been struggling with what I think and how I react, I have been very disappointed in myself and frustrated. Here I go on that slide again, that little trap we set for ourselves, when all we need to do is listen in the first place.
I wonder how many times I am going to fall again and how many times You are going to put up with picking me up, and You sweetly remind me - "always, as many times as I need to, I'll be there". "My Grace is eternal, overpowering, never ending, and all yours".