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Thursday, May 19, 2011

I am Drawn...

I was at my PC early this morning enjoying the calm. Sitting in the front room near the door which was open, I saw the sun break through with rays and glares everywhere.  Grabbing my camera I took a stroll and headed straight for the beams of light which drew me like a magnet.

I've seen many sunrises by now and all are beautiful but some, some are enthralling. I was thinking "Oh Lord how You grace us with such beauty and magnetism, how You draw us into Your peace and calm, how elegant You are, how absolutely elegant" and I started breathing again.

Abba You are the One with the Unspoken Name for there is no word or name that could do justice to You and what You are. No words that could describe what You have done and what You are yet to do for us.







I am peacefully breathless and wordless today with Awe, Amen.

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Just a Thought

As small children we lived in a little community called Heart Heaven.  A community which was "consumed" in the big consolidation by Jacksonville and Duval County back in 1968.  The consolidation which made Jacksonville the largest City (by land mass) in the United States.

We had moved from Heart Heaven long before that occurred but all four of us girls have memories of that little one-and-a-half story house and the huge, huge old oak that covered the front yard.  The house was very cottage like as I remember with the upstairs amounting to what would have been a tall converted attic.  It was actually not a conversion the house had been designed that way.  If you can image that, you can see the high center peaked ceiling with long slopes to a short side where the walls met the beginning of the peak.  The stairway was tall and large taking up what seemed to be about half of the elongated 24 foot length of the front room.  There was a great little room under the stairway for storage.

My thoughts are not now about the house but the neighbors, one in particular.  I never knew her name, never saw anyone pull up to visit her, never saw a smile on her face.  We all called her "the witch" and we believed that she was.  I can remember walking down the road and speeding up as we passed her broken down old house, the yard over grown with foliage, without anyone to care for it. Yes the weeds and vines were so over grown you could barely see the front of the little old wooden house.  She was quite elderly as I recall, she had long stringy greyed hair that was a mess and as we passed her place, she would glare at us as if she was going to boil us up in a pot and eat us if we entered her yard.  A child's imagination, what can I say!

It is obvious to me now that she must have been a broken old woman with maybe no family left, no one to come and clean her yard which she wasn't capable of doing herself.  No one to help or encourage her about tending to her hair and clothes, no one to smile at her or that cared about her.

I think of her now with empathy and compassion. Oh! I'm sure she has long since passed on but, "the witch" is still a prominent childhood memory for me.  As I look at the world today being a 60 year old woman myself, to whom daily life tasks become more and more difficult as the years roll by,  I wonder how many others like her live today with no one who cares.  I wonder how someone can live a life deserving of that.  I wonder how she ended up that way, I wonder if it's her fault or the worlds? I wonder did she know Jesus Christ - I wonder am I "speeding up" past someones house today in my neighborhood, that is alone and without anyone who cares?

The Lord want's us to be careful not to enable the lazy of the world I'm sure of that, however, He also want's us to reach out to care, share and spread His love with anyone who needs His love and care in their life.  I wonder if I've been paying enough attention!

As Christ was careful not to pass anyone by, the beggar, the blind, the prostitute, the ill, as He cared for everyone as they were all equal as His Father's children, as He stopped in immediate attention for those in need, so should we. 

I think I 'll bake some brownies this morning and go visit (check on) my neighbors, "just a thought for today".

God bless you richly and may you each be on a mission to seek someone with whom to share God's love today.

Your sister in Christ,
Miawa

Malachi 3:5
But [first] I will step forward to contend against you, and I will act as a relentless accuser against those who have no fear of Me: Who practice sorcery, who commit adultery, who swear falsely, who cheat laborers of their hire, and who subvert [the cause of] the widow, orphan and stranger, said the Lord of Hosts.

John15:12 This is my mitzvah for you, that you have ahavah (agape, love) one for the other, as I have ahavah (agape, love) for you.


In the Tanakh, Malachi is the 12th book of the minor prophets of the Nevi'im (Prophets, 19 total, 4 "former", 3 "major" and 12 "minor").  A 400 year span during which time the "minor prophets" constantly sought to call Israel and Judah  back to Adonai before the judgement would take place, great revelations given to visionaries of God.

In the B'rit Chadashah (New Testament), John is the 4th of the 5 Gospels the Besorat HaGe'ulah (Good news of redemption).

Monday, May 9, 2011

Joy by Faith (It's Alive)

I was listening to a sermon and was struck as if by lightening with three little words, "Joy by Faith". It was the "by Faith" part that was new to me in relationship with joy.  I must admit I got side tracked from the Pastors words for a few minutes as the Holy Spirit echoed those words in my heart for a bit.

My sister and I a few months ago were talking about "happiness" and "joy", happiness being a result of our actions while joy is a spiritual thing that lives inside us (being slow on the intake, I didn't connect with the word lives at that time).  As this Pastor continued and I snapped back into reality his words became clearer and clearer to me.  Joy is more like a place or thing inside of us, it was planted there by God, whether we cultivate and grow it or we allow it to diminish is strictly up to us.

I had never thought of it quite that way, to be honest I was sort of waiting for it to just kick in and begin (Yeah, Yeah, I know! "thump").

I am a rather bland personality type, most of the time humor is wasted on me I have to admit, and I have always accepted that as a personality trait rather by birth or upbringing.  Maybe I have been wrong to simply accept that, maybe I don't "grow" joy, hmm! (that's what I was sitting there thinking to myself).

I've always felt like it was phony to smile when someone is ugly or I feel bad, I've always thought complete honesty was the better choice (that hasn't worked).  I'm thinking now if my honesty is not a real smile of joy than, I need to change me, right! 

What I heard was you have to "practice" smiling like exercising.  You need to force a smile even though it's not what you feel, you can teach yourself to allow joy that will grow and radiate from you if you really work at it...a joy that God planted in us to share by example with our smiles and laughter no matter what the circumstance.

I always enjoy it when the Lord hands me something new to learn even though it means I must face the fact that I have been wrong.  The JOY of learning is definitely greater than the suffering of facing the reality of my error! Thank You Lord.

Joy by faith, is accepting before something even happens, the promise that our Lord will handle everything, and will be in control, , so it's good to smile just knowing that it is in God's hands no matter what is going to come our way today.  Being prepared, armored with joy as well as strength and knowledge, and not letting that 'something' get the better of us, all the small things, the grouchy people we will encounter today, the daily mishaps of this human life, the difficulties we face constantly, the very things I have been chewing on instead of just spitting them out, and maybe some of you also.

This isn't going to be easy for me, smiling I mean, I'm just such a "realist" but I'm off-and-running with it, join me in exercising our joy to infect others with, yes smiling really is infectious isn't it!  Guess God planned it that way a long, long, long time ago.  

Hoping and praying for that "Living" Joy by Faith in each of us to grow and grow,
Your friend in Christ,
Miawa

Monday, May 2, 2011

Self Gratification

I met my sister in Hardeeville, SC on Saturday, our mom will be staying with her a while.  I'm praying they really enjoy the visit and the sharing. This is a picture of little flowers we found in the area.

Hardeeville is just 5 miles into SC from Georgia so we didn't really see anything of the state.  My grandson was with me and commented "hm! it looks just like Florida so far, I don't even know I'm in another state", he said the same thing about Georgia.
I giggled and asked him what he expected?  "I don't know, I wanted to feel like, I had ventured somewhere, I thought everything would be different, I didn't even get to see a mountain, huh!"   Well, I said, just more pines and grass and vines, like Florida, sorry buddy!

I guess sometimes we expect the same "shock 'n awe" in our spiritual life when we take new steps and grow in new directions.  

But, all day - every day should be designated as His and we should never expect any personal satisfaction, knowing that self gratification is a self centered need. We enjoy attention it's in our nature,  so controlling that need can require a bit of attention from all of us.

Proverbs 9:22-23
Thus said the Lord:
Let not the wise man glory in his wisdom;
Let not the strong man glory in his strength;
Let not the rich man glory in his riches,
But only in this should one glory:
In his earnest devotion to Me.
For I the Lord act with kindness,
Justice, and equity in the world;
For in these I delight  -  declares the Lord.

In the Tanakh (Old Testament), the book of Proverbs is the 2nd of the three "Wisdom" writings (Psalms, Proverbs , Job) of the Kethuvim "Writings", (Psalms through Chronicles).

The Old Testament was written in Hebrew excluding, Daniel 2:4 - 7:28, Ezra 4:8 - 6:18 and 7:12-26, also Jeremiah 10:11 which were written in Chaldee (of or pertaining to Chaldea), Aramaic.
Chaldean: A member of an ancient Semitic people who ruled in Babylonia

Have a great week, let God bless you. I plan on doing just that! 
 Ahava, (love)

Miawa  
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Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Received Today

...in an email from an old friend.  I certainly thought it was worth sharing, I don't know who the original author was but, thank you.

  Why go to Church?
 
  If you're spiritually alive, you're going to love this! If you're spiritually dead, you won't want to read it. If you're spiritually curious, there is still hope!
 
 
Why Go To Church? A Church goer wrote a letter to the editor of a newspaper and complained that it made no sense to go to church every Sunday. "I've gone for 30 years now," he wrote, "and in that time I have heard something like 3,000 sermons. But for the life of me, I can't remember a single one of them. So, I think I'm wasting my time and the pastors are wasting theirs by giving sermons at all."
 
This started a real controversy in the "Letters to the Editor" column, much to the delight of the editor. It went on for weeks until someone wrote this clincher:
 
"I've been married for 30 years now. In that time my wife has cooked some 32,000 meals. But, for the life of me, I cannot recall the entire menu for a single one of those meals But I do know this.. They all nourished me and gave me the strength I needed to do my work. If my wife had not given me these meals, I would be physically dead today. Likewise, if I had not gone to church for nourishment, I would be spiritually dead today!" When you are DOWN to nothing.... God is UP to something! Faith sees the invisible, believes the incredible and receives the impossible! Thank God for our physical AND our spiritual nourishment!
 
All right, now that you're done reading, send it on! I think everyone should read this!
 
"When Satan is knocking at your door, simply say, "Jesus, could you get that for me?"
Love to all,
Your friend in Christ,
Miawa

Friday, April 22, 2011

Before the Resurrection

I have listened to people around me and heard in Churches each year, this time of year, about how could those horrible people in Biblical time (Jew, Gentile, Roman) have denied the Messiah with Him standing in front of them. They were terrible people, they were just crazy. "They killed my Savior". I've even heard "I hate them".

I've tried to imagine being one of them, born then, living then and being right in front of Him.  First of all what an amazing thought I am afforded as a Christian! And I think sometimes, what a scary thought.

It is so much easier for us to grow up learning from the Bible, studying, having a Pastor, Rabbi, Priest to offer their God given wisdom to us. To have family and friends who knew before us to offer us guidance and leadership.  But what if none of that was available? What if the Bible was not written and printed yet? What if Churches weren't established yet?  What if the Holy Spirit which guides us was not in us yet? Do they still sound like such "horrible" people to you? Does it still sound "easy" to have accepted and believed some stranger standing in front of you shouting "I am the way", does it?

I am going to put here a list, a rather long one, you won't want to read the entire list.  Just take a gander at the many listed/few of the total who have claimed that they were/are the Messiah and had followers, just peek.

Athronges 
Vespian
Father Divine (George Baker) 
Simon of Paraea
Jesus of Nazareth *


There are many more....some of these before and during the time of our Savior.

There is one name on this list that stands alone from the others, only One who died and was resurrected, yes Jesus of Nazareth.  There is only one Son of God through whom we may find Salvation but I ask you again, without the Holy Word of God in print and the Holy Spirit, without The Church having been established yet, without the resurrection having taken place yet, how would you know????  Perhaps compassion and love with understanding would be a better approach at this time of year, that's what my Christian heart believes.

Remember Christ had to die, someone had to do it as God planned, someone had to be responsible or there would be no resurrection and no Salvation! That is the evident difference between all of these self claimed Messiahs and The Only One. Would you feel better if it hadn't been the Jews, if the Gentiles had been the ones?  No, just remember it had to happen just as God said it would!  Thank You Father for Your great love and the sacrifice of Your only Son for the Salvation of the world.  Thank You Father, Amen.

God bless you all and keep you with His great love and in His mighty hands. Amen